ok...it took me 3 days to write this poem...ive been very upset lately...but anyway, you know how you have dreams and sometimes in that dream you jump from one thing to another...like your in one place and all of a sudden youre somewhere else?...well thats what this is supposed to be like. this is how ive been feeling for a while. its kind of messed up but ill have to fix it someday...so here it is...
I'm stuck in a nightmare, theres no way out
fear, anger, and sadness float all about
everything you say just fills me with pain
im alone in a field, its pouring rain
my head is screaming, my stomach aches
everyone around me seems so fake
everythings spinning, im so confused
my whole body is scarred and bruised
razors are coming towards me but i have no fear
because its my own hand that brings them near
when will i wake from this nightmare?
i hate all the voices inside my head
you wouldnt believe me if i told you what they said
tears fill up within my eye
as i fantasize about the day ill die
my father is yelling at me to get a job
i disappear into the thick fog
my parents are telling me i was a mistake
maybe things would be better if i was never born, for their sake
my mother always says i better behave
im with a group of people at a hot new rave
im standing there ready to jump off a pier
as down my cheek rolls one lonely tear
when will i wake from this nightmare?
people think im happy but its all just an act
actually im miserable as a matter of fact
you dont know half the stuff i put up with, you really dont have a clue
Or how about all the things i feel, you dont know, do you?
from this dream i want to escape
im sitting in a room, im about to be raped
im reaching for a bottle of pills
god i really hope this stuff kills
my friends say i look sick and pale
and that i should eat 'cause i look like a rail
all my friends tell me my problems will fade,
they say i control my dreams, i have it made.
But they dont understand, they just cant see, this dream, its my reality.
sry its kinda long. thanks for reading! *hugs* :)
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