Never wanted to be alone *badgirl169*

I never wanted to be alone
never thought you would walk out me
and this ultimatium you hold out
is something I have gone through before
i've never tried to pick up the pieces
or to clean up the bloodshed you left behind
still i sleep in my tiny little bed
why did you leave all of your plans in my mind
I never expected you to put me on the spot
and walk out without so much as a goodbye
the sound of your laughter haunts me in my dreams
the color of your eyes, blinds me
you held out your dreams just like your wrists
but your dreams were full of life,
and your wrists are drained with blood
i tried not to loose control, to wrap them up somehow
but the cuts were just too deep
i wanted to take care of you
but i didn't know how
you have no idea how you broke my heart
or all the pain you left in your eyes
I try to forget the terror I saw
and for that im the one you dispise
i never wanted to be alone
and you left me in tears

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