Do you know what it's like
To strive every day for life
To be malested and abused at a young age
And then to be raped and accused with rage
Do you know what it's like not to have a mother there for you,
But a rotten Witch that is always putting remarks down on you,
To have depression
To have a gun to your head
To push a knife in so deep
It draws blood so red
To look in the sky
Knowing that you want to die
To live in regret
Every minute of every hour of every day
To see someone die right before your eyes
And then live a life with nothing but lies.
Do you know what it's like?
To be told that you are dying
To hope that the doctor is lying
To be told you are never going to see 18
If things dont turn around
If changes are not seen
Do you know what it's like to lose friends everyday
To be caught in a lie
Without a word left to say.
Do you know what it's like thinking every day that it could be your last,
Always stuck in the past,
Wishing on how you would have done something different.
Have you ever loved someone so much
That just to feel one touch
You would die for them
That you would give them your all
Even if it meant your heart would have a huge fall.
Do you know what it's like to be me?
"I tried to kill the pain
but only brought more
I lay dying and I'm pouring crimson regret and betrayal
I'm dying praying bleeding and screaming am I too lost to be saved am I too lost?"
Christina
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