Suicide is a permanent solution to a temporary problem.

Hey there, I want to tell all of you something. I am only 13 years old, but I know how wanting to commit suicide feels. I have tried to commit suicide 2 times in my life, and never succeeded. I even got put in a mental hospital because of it, and when I was there my parents were leaving, and I seen both of them crying. It was the most painful thing in my life to see my parents cry because of what I had done. And now I know that I was put on this earth for a reason. I was put here to keep my parents happy. So I think all of you people that thinks about suicide, or hurting yourself that you should think twice. Even thought life may be hard and you may hurt sometimes, just please hold on. It will get better. You may think it would be better off if you killed yourself, but it wouldn't. It wouldn't be for you, or anyone else around you. I was thinking about suicide a few months ago and I had some pills on one side of me, and a pistol of the other side of me and I was on msn messenger telling everyone goodbye when my good friend Bonnie popped up and it said, "Hold on if you feel like letting go, Hold on it gets better than you know." Then I started crying again and flushed the pills and emptied the pistol and gave it to my mom. Then Bonnie told that suicide is a permanent solution to a temporary problem. I believe this and I just wanted all of you people to know that killing yourself isn't the best way to deal with things. You should maybe get a counselor, or a therapist. Or take some type of anti-depressant pill. I have had to do all of those so don't feel bad if you do. My fingers are kind of tired now so I'm going to close this with remember that suicide is a permanent solution to a temporary problem, and to "Hold on if you feel like letting go, Hold on it gets better than you know, Don't stop looking your one step closer, Don't stop searching its not over, hold on!"(Hold on by Good Charlotte)

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