Joe, I am Joe, me Joe, you not
I'm the kind of guy wo isn't liked a whole lot
Joe I'm not athletic, but I don't sit around
But I've found myself lately, spiraling down
To the ground and on below to a pool of self-loathing
Hoping to get back, but it's mere hoping
I keep falling farther from the warm light
Minutes turn to hours and days to perpetual night
It's not good, this position I'm in
No matter how I fight, I can't seem to win
Finally I hit a hard, rocky face
I start to run but can't keep pace
I'm not in shape, I friends to help
All I do is sit and wine and yelp
It should chage and indead it will
But I'm lying here perfectly still
Want to get up, can conjure the strength
It's truly amazing, the days growing length
A bullet through the head, and arrow through heart
It's so easy but it's the hardest part
I can't go now but then again why not
Pain and suffering is all I've got
I could have it worse, oh yes, much worse
But I feel a burden, some type of curse
Why me, of all people, why is it me
Why, through my struggling, can I not be free
But The light shines dim in a far of place
If I could run and keep a steady pace
But I'm not in shape so how could I do it
Because I'm no jock, that's all there is to it
I'm not popular, I'm not "cool", I'm not a prep
I have a mind of my own, I take my own steps
Like sheep they laugh, "Look at him sulk
He's such a loser, the Incredible Bulk"
I'm not the only one though, there's others like me
Just take a careful look around you and you can plainly see
Laugh at me now I'll sit perfectly still
But I'll stay with the meek and inherate the will
I have some hope, things turn around
I'm no longer falling far past the ground
My time will come just as all ours shall
No more wallowing, now more standing againat the wall
Story of my life and probably most's
We're happy then we seem as if we've seen a ghost
It's simple really, the ups the downs
My life is the poem, so send the hounds,
send the dogs, do what you may
You can't change me back I made me this way
It's simple, My life has ups and downs and there times I think no one likes me and I'd like to kill myself but I know only I can change me no matter how hard others try, because those others won't get to me. You can join Unsolved Mysteries and post your own mysteries or
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