stuck between two borders ~ faded to grey

I'm stuck between two borders
Good or Bad
Which one to chose?

In my world you think I'm cold
You think I don't care
That I have no feelings
You're wrong

In my mind
My heart can't stop crying
In my mind
I can't stop dying

Each time you look at me
I see hatred in your gaze
A world of endless night
I've all but given up the fight

I'm stuck between two borders
Good or Bad
Which one to chose?

I've tried
Oh God I've tried
But the world is still the same
People come to me with the blame

What fire of hope there once was
Has all but shrunk to a flame