Date: 1/5/2004 6:30:00 AM
From Authorid: 62478
Manic Depression is normaly catogrized by severe mood swings. One min. happy, the next min. depressed (for no apparent reason). Living that kind of life is kind of like riding a roller coaster, it goes up and down, round and round, but very fast. My suggestion to you is if you feel that seeing a docotor and talking about your problems will make you feel better then you should try to convince your parents to let you see one. If you do get to see one, don't hold anything back. I had the same problem a couple years ago, except my parents forced me to see a doctor. I put on a good show, and he was none the wiser. I suffered for many more years, untill I worked it out on my own. It was very hard to do so, in fact I'm still not possitive what helped me the most. I know it feels like your all alone, but there are some of us out here that know what your going threw  so don't be afriad everything will be a ok My only other suggestion is I wouldn't take mood altering drugs. Let me repeat. I would NOT take mood altering drugs. This is only MY belife, but I don't like them for many reasons. If you want to chat more about it later I would be happy to share some of my experences and lisin to yours ......deathletgo  |
Date: 1/5/2004 8:11:00 AM
From Authorid: 61966
Well, I don't know much about bi polar but some of it could be hormones and changes in your body...cause some hormones make you wanna cry one minute and be happy the next. I have no clue what to tell you. Sorry I couldn't be of much help. I hope things get better for you and you find out whats going on! Take Care.  |
Date: 1/5/2004 4:05:00 PM ( From Author )
From Authorid: 62146
This mourning all it took was a bad memory to make me kick a hole in the wall and my mum was flollowing me donw the hallway asking em what is wrong and that was reallyanoying so I walked into the bathroom and slammed the door. She has no idea why I am always angery but nither do I.  |
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Date: 1/5/2004 4:20:00 PM ( From Author )
From Authorid: 62146
ok yeah mood swings could be just PMS but do people really get that mad that they hurt people and kicks holes in the wall when they do just wondering cause sometimes I think I really need to go and other times I think I am just normal teenager I am really confused I am at least gonna get cheacked up about suicidaul erges I keep getting. |
Date: 1/6/2004 11:34:00 AM
From Authorid: 55967
You don't want to keep shooting for the "walking on clouds happiness thing." No one really has that, naturally. How about simply peace inside yourself? Work on getting control of your thoughts. You do this by writing down exactly what you are thinking, and looking at why you might be thinking that. Get your awareness above your thoughts by bringing your awareness into the present and looking at them (your thoughts). Secondly, you're not a stupid drama queen. Thirdly, instead of trying to get your parents to check you in someplace, try an easier approach. Either ask them to take you to the family doctor for advice, then talk to him; parents will listen better to what he has to say, or get yourself to the family doctor by going yourself, or getting your parents to see that you have to go for a cold or other physical thing, then ask him then. If you want to talk at all or have questions about what I said, msg. me anytime. I know how rough life can get.  |
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Date: 1/6/2004 11:41:00 AM
From Authorid: 55967
Some people do get mad and kick holes in walls, just like you did. Try to remember that the past is dead, that the only reason it is alive in you now is because certain thoughts want to stay alive in you, but if they are about the past and are hurting you inside (eating at you, actually), they should not continue to live in you. You can get rid of them and live in the present only. You do have the power over your own thoughts, and that power comes from looking at them, seeing what they are, and noticing why you have them. Be above them. They thrive on blindness! Think about that. When you have the thought of the past, your awareness is NOT in the present where is should be; that thought has tricked you into thinking you are still in the past. You are not there; you are here. It's only the thought you have of your past. It's like watching a horror movie, and your awareness "puts" you in the story, and for a time, you almost think you're there, but you're really just sitting in a seat with popcorn, etc. You can walk out of your own movie theatre. |
