~ Not Like You ... CC28 ~

Here I made it too, not like you, no not @ all your gone ..
I took the fall over and over, not just in my mind ...
I stand now, on the same ground as you did ...
I'm not negative of bad thoughts few ...
Couldn't take the same road ...
Paid my debt, what I owed ...
It wasn't hard as you made it sound ...
So I left, you left too for good ,I wasn't around ...
I can care & I do share ...
Nothing can be new about you, no nothing ..

What of those you were suppose to care and did ...
All those things you did unfair and made right ...
You where the one who let my thoughts slide ..
Even on the days I tried ...
I so why'd you leave, why wasn't I there ...

Why aren't you here ...
Won't you answer a single tear ...
I never heard another word ...
The last you said were whips of anger ..
A moments thought of you in danger ...
I cry, and cry and cry ...
Took me years to just get by ...
Remember every day, how scared you must have been ...
Remembering most of what we had and did ...
Your last memory your last thought ...
I wonder if it was we fought ...
I wonder to if you closed your mind ...
Was it horses all he could find ...
the day you went away ...
All I could do was pray ...
Pray those horses fill your last thought...

Your millions, your fame couldn't buy ...
Taken away, you had to die ...
You never spent it, anyhow ...
I wonder how you'd be right now ...

I often think your in the room ..
On my mind inside my moves ...
As I watched you ride ...
God, I hope you know, I tried ...

I never even went to your grave ...
Your still mad @ me it's all the same ...
As that day he came to my door ...
The horror now knowing I think what for ...
I was suppose to stop the motions ...

Now, I ask why I'm here ...
And you are lost someone so dear ...
Why is it I walk and breath ...
Did you have to really leave ...

Just when I thought I could win a smile ..
Now, the next one's one hundred miles ..
And I'm on foot, and you are above ...
Please I ask you, let me love ...
Just let me love ...
will you ...
Do you hear ..
answer me , my dear ...

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