since child hood he has been separate from the other children. everyday he sits at his computer straining his mind to come up with a story to fill his free time, to keep him away from drugs. he posts his writings on a website and has friends there, his only friends save for one or two. his friends in real life he feels can't be told how he really feels about things, so he pours himself into his writing and swells up with pride as he sees the few replies he gets to what he writes. he only being a teen has a lot to see in this world before he can totally comprehend how others think and why they act the way they do.
never being popular or even all that well known he is a different person on the internet yet the same at heart he acts and says things to people he wouldn't or couldn't say to them because of his lack of self-worth and respect. his parents regularly go through the you are a bad horrible person who can't be trusted speech and he unfortunately believes it. girls have used and abused him for what little money he has. when he posts there is always atleast one person he can count on to reply, and for this he loves that person with all he can. at night all he can do is think of how much he cares for them and would love to meet them, but to his dismay they chose not to meet him; whether safty reasons, or other more personal he knows not but it eats at him sometimes, yet when they chat his soul lightens and he becomes happy.
he waits online for hours only to brood over no replies or little replies he gets. the don't think quantity think quality saying only works for so long and with him it is past due of working. people read his stories however they don't even leave a littlest of comments. driven to a dark place within himself he hates and begs for his life to end, only when the person he cared for came on he would come out. he poured his very being into his stories and peoms and everything else he writes yet he gets no reconition for it. it is to him that i post this hopeing that no others will be like him. if you do feel as he does or are in a similar situation please don't distress over it, it is the ungreatful people who should feel how you do, and not you because they can't comprehend and understand that great writing involves how much you put in not how big or impressive words you use. You can join Unsolved Mysteries and post your own mysteries or
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