**The Struggle of a Double Life** Part ONE ~ Sparrowhawk

**The Struggle of a Double Life** "All that we see or seem / Is but a dream within a dream. - Edgar Allen Poe



She is changing. She is getting sucked into a black hole. She wants and needs answers. I've seen her do things that no on else can do. Skylir, I love her so much. It is funny because if i was in her situation, I don 't know how i would handle myself. She is going so many things that she forgets the little things. For example, what about the Jump Start concert tonight. It is starting in an hour. I doubt she will be there. I love her presence. These things do not bother me anymore. They are just her. At times I feel like she can read minds. How does she know that when I watched Lassie I almost cried but I held it in cause I didn't want her to think I was a softy. It's hilarious when I walk out to the courtyard and see a huge circle of people crowded around her; she gives readings. Haha, Readings. If I were her, I'd at least charge a dollar per reading. She'd be rich. Anyway, These is one thing that confuses me. It almost seems at times that she isn't Skylir at all, but a totally different person. When she pitches, her composure seems to change completely. This happens some times when i get into a serious conversation with her, or even sometimes just random conversations. It's like someone else is talking. She feels the emotion around her. She talks with mystic in her voice. She finds answers to her questions, and doesn't realize that she said it herself. I don't know how much more she can handle. Just don't want her to think that she is alone at all. I'm here for her. I will always be here. I want to stay with her for forever. Yet I think that fate has planned it more difficult then I want it to be.

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