I'm not here anymore(for you)-Gothic Angel

You're looking for me, but you won't ever see me again
No, not anymore, I am sick and tired of this
You don't even noticed what I did to survive, to be here
I gave my heart and soul away, and now I am just empty
Did you even noticed that I was crying for you to hear me?
Dying inside just to see if you would come to my rescue?
Things change, and people go, but you didn't have to
You were never there and now you are, you won't find me
I'm through of opening up to you, I tried so long ago
But you pushed me far away and said I was just pathetic
Now who is the pathetic one, the one with no one there
Because I won't come back for you now, I hate you

Chorus:
Beg to the sky and plead with your lies
But I'm not here anymore
Go and hide, but you can't escape what's inside
'Cause I'm not here anymore
Try and get through, like all of you do
'Cause I'm no here anymore
You can't survive, look at your strife
But I'm not here anymore

Try to hide what you feel, and say that your for real
Isn't that your feeble lie you try to tell everyone?
For so long I believed it, and for so long I was a fool
Because now the fool is gone, I'm back to being me
I opened my eyes and finally took the chance to realize
You were nothing but a leach, taking away my life
I'm done with you, I'm done with them
You know no one is going to help you anymore
I tried to, I really did, but you kept pushing me far
I screamed for you to help me, but you just held your ears
Be that way, and if you will, I'll be that way too
For you will never find me though, never again

Chorus:
Beg to the sky and plead with your lies
But I'm not here anymore
Go and hide, but you can't escape what's inside
'Cause I'm not here anymore
Try and get through, like all of you do
'Cause I'm no here anymore
You can't survive, look at your strife
But I'm not here anymore

The tears it took to cry, and the lies it took to hide
It just makes no sense in the end why I did this all
Put up some walls, let them all fall, what was I thinking?
You never needed me, and I never really needed you
But I was just worthless, always within your eyes
Dancing away the lies and letting us be killed
You wanted me to help you, but I expected too much in return
A friend for a friend was a stupid thing to expect from you
Just a dirty, heartless person, killing themselves with lies
Did you ever stop and think, that's why no one likes you?
A fairy tale you wanted, but you were the wicked queen
Your death it will be brutal, but oh, it will be honest

Chorus:
Beg to the sky and plead with your lies
But I'm not here anymore
Go and hide, but you can't escape what's inside
'Cause I'm not here anymore
Try and get through, like all of you do
'Cause I'm no here anymore
You can't survive, look at your strife
But I'm not here anymore

**I have no idea where this came from......**

-Heather AKA Gothic Angel

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