To Carena- T.S

If my beloved was an angel in your heaven

Take me now

I’d become a disciple of god

My weary head I’d bow

I would memorize every word of your lying bible

I would let the pagans crucify me on your holy cross


I would not be lost

I would’ve gained her

My beloved angel

But in heaven we will not unite

For heaven is a lie


But oh would I have bled dry for her

Oh would I have died for her

If it meant your absence could fade

Your presence I crave


But heaven is a lie

So I will cry

My soul will die

Until I hold her in my arms for the first time

Find her love renewed again


I would dream a dreamless sleep for my only dream in my arms I would keep

I would try to cease her struggles

Mend her broken skin

I would truly be in heaven

In her, heaven lies within


No need to ask me what I live for

Besides the answers which I seek

I sometimes dwell in times so bleak

But if she’d ask me who can heal my wounds

She would stare into a mirror


But just to have nearer

To speak all our fears and dreams

It would all be so much clearer

But in this damned reality it seems…


I will cry

My soul will die

Until I hold her in my arms for the first time

Find her love renewed again


My mind will scream and calculate

To find a distraction from all this waste

But one day I will hold her body close to me

I would be able to see

I would run my fingers through her hair

This damned reality was never there

I would grace my lips upon her skin

In her soul, heaven lies within

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