the death of a once consistent friendship

(This is not my usual style of writing, this is not poetic at all. I just wrote what I thought about. It's not good, and I didn't put very much thought into it. I just admit that I hope the person who this is about reads it, so that they can realize I don't care anymore).

i never imagined this is what we would become.
he means the world to you,
and i sit here laughing as you waste your youth away
only to sit by the phone, waiting for his call.
this is not how we are supposed to live at such an age,
tied down to a single person.
we are supposed to be out with friends,
living life to the fullest that we can.
instead you're wasting everything on him,
you're wasting wonderful friends that you could have had,
you're wasting all those nights that you could have felt amazing
surrounded by people that really love you.
but who is that now, besides him?
no one. and i wonder if you even realize this.
and if you do...you obviously don't care.
you've left every one, for him.
him him him him him.
it's always how it's got to be.
there was a point where i cared, where i was sad,
but now i just don't ___ care anymore.
i don't care about you guys like i used to,
you're no part of me anymore.
you've changed.
i don't want to be apart of it.
i'm glad to say that i'm not.

are you happy that you don't have to "share" him with me anymore?
like that summer, our summer? the three of us?
is that time forgotten?
is that what you felt all those nights spent together,
that you wanted me gone,
so you could just spend time with him and no one else?
whatever, i don't even care.
well you got what you wanted.
i'm gone, i'm really __ gone.
i cant wait for the day that you two break up miserably,
and you realize all that you have lost.
and all that you have done.
and i just hope that you hurt,
because teenage relationships are ridiculous when brought this far.
i just hope someday you realize all the people you left behind,
and all of the people who you hurt.
and all of the people who won't care anymore once that time comes.
(it has...it has..it has. they've stopped).
and you will truly be alone.
not because of us.
but because of you.
i can't wait for the day that you grow up,
and live life instead of wasting it away.
i thought we'd always be friends,
but obviously things change.
i always thought i'd care...
but things change.

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(i don't mind people being happy in a relationship. it's just when it gets like this that it gets to me...especially when you are a kid and are supposed to live life, not ignore all your friends for your boyfriend. i guess you wouldn't know the exact situation..i'm a jerk. and i just needed to get some of this out, it's not the best.)

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