the depths of life
in the night shadows of you pass my heart
my then numb body trembles at the thought
but i am forced to know thee unknown
as the moonlight glissions across the lake
in this life you were but the only one
my savior to my unfit soal, never resting
but the times come and go, hurting us all
as the unseen brave venture into the world
in the crule times, bare bones shatter
my mind all shakes like an earthquake
but is this the unseen, are you there?
as wise men blow the last ashes to the wind
is this who we are
are you behind me
even when to the real world
you are unseen
the cold wind whips past my face
as i stand here at the end
for i have followed your path
my blood, once yours
i wish i could see you now
alone i feel, in a courner
i cant hold on much longer
if only i let it go
fall to this world
i will see you
they will to
forcefuly she will to
but if i let go now
i can be alone forever
lost in my own world
stuck without you
but when im gone they
they will be okay?
but she, she is still there
can i show them all
forget the future?
stay in the present?
show them?
no, show her!
but she will NEVER understand
she dosent now
show her!
lose hope
loss confidence
inner self burned
with the awful
memories
alone i press on
watching over us
you show us a new path
i am strong
i will show her
i will live up to you
be halp the person you
once were
your sweet thoughts fill my mind
shared storys float off with the wind
as in the trees your wistom eckoes
though my life
i love dad, and i will follow as half the person you are.
i miss you even more now then before
everyday gets harder
the pain never eases up
the fights with mom get worse
my brother hurt
i try...i try
i can only do so much
but i miss you so much
why did you have to go?
why?
there was no reason for you to go
*reaches for you*
for she has gotton what she wanted
but with the pain
feel the pain mom
let your heart burn
as you suffer the pain giving to you
burned from the hate within myself
it sould have been you mom, who died...
not dad!!!
~*~UntoucheD DreameR~*~
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You are both very important to each other, and I think you both need someone to love and hold onto right now, and that means you need each other more then ever. Reach out, and get through to your mom that you need something. 
