My Madness - By Shazy

I'm crawling and pulling
Myself into safety
Yet I cannot find
What is set to be me
I grab onto something
Holding onto someone
Yet I let go
In my life, I've never won

It's hard to know
It's hard to find out
What is set to be truth
What is set to be doubt
Grinning to myself
And suddenly I start to shout
I'm breaking down
Cracking, falling onto the ground

I try to hold on
But there is no use
Because it's set
You can't change it, it's truth
If you do, then it's a lie
What nothing is set to be
I grind my teeth and cry
Wishing for it to go away

I raise my hands
And pray to God
Dear God save me please
I know this is odd
I pray only when I need you
But I can't take this torture
Please God help me heal
And I promise I'll be more mature

That was my past
This is my present
And waiting for my future
For the moon to be crescent
And shine upon the half of me
And keep my other half in darkness
For now I know that I won't heal
After this of beaming madness

[Shazy]

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