Now I feel really confused, almost as if you wanted me expected me to be like the rest ...
Is this some kind of test, that your trying on me, are you dyin to see what I'll say ...
Ohhh another day, confusion is on my mind more than ever, I never quit but I Just don't want to be used again, just for while needed a friend type a deal ...
Maybe it is me, I don't know, I have to go find out for myself I guess ...
So now I kick back wondering what the answers wanted are, how far will this go ...
Do I withdraw now or do I carry on within my moods ...I just don't know ..
I won't show my cards ...I go on ... all I evver wanted is it gone ...
You don't know the real me, the one that see's a lonely little girl ..
Without her best friend, I don't pretend, when I say I love her more than life...
The strife, I feel not able to talk or see or just to be with her, you'll never know ..
It's something that never goes away, to this very moment on this day ...
She stays my #1 I'm done living without her it seems, all are dreams gone ...
My stupidity, makes me feel this way, I can't say in words how one little girl makes me feel ...
I can't deal with it well, my life goes to hell, she affects every single thing I do ..
Know without her she is everthing I don't have today, sometime I just wish to go away from everyone ...
I can't function anymore as I did, I know I hve it in me if I try, but I die in thoughts ...
I run it's no fun, I can't do what it is I want I haven't the resources to get it back ...
I lack the everything it takes I break to pieces @ her longing for my hand ..You couldn't understand ...
You never saw us together , why do continue to be so hard on me can't you see it's over the best years ..
All that's left now is memories tears, I don't have the dreams I used to I miss them ..
When everything was all right, when I had love to fight for, but no more ...
I only search for the next sincere person i'm not worthy of I'm a broken dove ...
I will wait to die, and stop the tears I cry, I have to get away again, this message I send, a cry for help I push away ... You can join Unsolved Mysteries and post your own mysteries or
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