Phantom Beautiful -KaLahn-

The mouths just keep
Calling but no one
Hears the long
Awkward praises
That I missed you all the time.
It's the only thing that I know
At all and I can't think of
Anything but what I can do for you.

It's the light
That lights my eyes
It may be hard but I can't
Forget the last time I ever
Saw you
On that highway
In the rainy crosswalk I
Slipped and fell away.

A tiny word that I cannot
Say to you
Cus I lost sight of
The beauty that
I really felt I dream about you
And I wanted you to stay.
Cus I wanted us to be.

Kindness is a burden that
I use between the speech
Between us but I hope that
I can maybe fade away.
Everything that I ever
Had.
Gave it too you and
I am poor
And all dried and
Sore.

So just leave me
Here in this
Gutter.
Just leave me
Here
Cus I wanted you
To grow and
I would give you all
My life.
Just for you I would
Kill all my
Dreams.