I wake in the morning.....
with one thing in mind,
obsessed with passion
to the "love" I find....:0)
dwelling on the moment,
when I can hold tight.
rushing into my veins......
till than nothing feels right.....
my heart races
thinking of you.
eyes focused,*o*
knowing......
what I have to do.
a present I bring,
to win your "heart".
honestly,
truthfully,
with you,
I can not part.
warm to my blood.
hot to my soul.
seeking your "love",
my true goal.
I shake with anticipation,~~~~~~
when I take you in.......
nothing at this moment
can be more of a sin.....
...............................
I gave up my time.
to hate me today....:0(
leaving life in the back,
of my twisted minds way.
I gave up my child.
most important things I had.
because I dont want to control,
for today I am sad.
I broke my promises......
tore hearts in two.....^+^=[ ]
all for you my love,
just to be with you.
I cant let you go,
I live in shame,
I am to afraid to live,
because things arent the same.....
I gave all my love,
to a deadly game,
only because,
things just arent the same......
I hold my life.
within my hand....>:(
waiting for lust,
to wash on me
like waves over sand.~~~~~~~~
today is my last,
it is the end of you and me.
just after one more time
than we shall no longer be.....:)
so I take you in,
"love" in my vein,
after this time,
life will again be sane.*
I "love" you so!
my obsession,
my life,
I can no longer have you,
as my child friend family wife....
today is it!
after I take you in!
I never had a problem,
my secret sin.
just "one" last time...
that is all I give....
after that!..........
I want to live.
I dont have a problem!
I didnt do anything wrong!
how many times really....
can I sing this song?
I never left anyone behind.
never hurt a soul.
I didnt waste anything,
attending to my goal?
my heart is yours...
aching as it may bleed....
my passion, my love,
my dirty deed.....&
..................
this is my poem to drugs.the way it rules ones life.
how it is everything to a person and how it is not admitted.
a person does not realize how it can take your every moment of life away from them.missed moments with their kids their family life in general.how it becomes their wife child father mother friend, how it is not realized they have a love affair with their addiction, and life ceases to exist.how easy it is to forget those left behind.a love poem for a deadly passion of commitment to the feeling of pain, fear, and lonliness.drugs are not fun as some peple say, drugs are not life, drugs are nothingness something to hide behind.I dont do drugs, but they ruled my family.
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