Read my last post so you know all of what's been going on... now I need some adivece... I know in the end, the decision is mine, and I alone have to choose what's right for me, but I need a little insight from the outside.
Ok, I really like this guy seth, right, and he really likes me, and there's chemistry there, and we fit so well together, but then there's Alex, and I love him, and he's my everything, my all, but I CAN live without him, and I know that now... he loves me too, I'm pretty much all he has left, he told me he's gonna try to be sober for me, and I'm going to support him as much as he needs me, because we really wanna be together... now I have to choose, should I choose to stick behind my boy and stay with him, and help him, and be with him as soon as he's strong enough to not bring me down, or should I go with seth, who's a fairly safe bet on the emotional side of things? I know if I want to be with Alex it'll will take a lot of time, and a lot of tears, and it'll have to be when he's strong enough, and sober enough not to bring me down from where I'm at. With Seth, we're both at the same place, and tonight I kissed Seth and amazing kiss, there was emotion, there was passion, there were sparks... but it wasn't the same as it was with Alex, with Alex it was just overwhelming how amazing, and right it felt, everything was there, but it wasn't nearly as strong as it was with Alex. I'll never love Seth, I already Love Alex, but I'm a lot less likely to be hurt by Seth... so I don't know if I should take the risk and stick with Alex, or go the safe way, and choose Seth. I would never want to hurt either of them, and Seth is so emotionally drained already I'm afraid if I tell him I can't be with him now it'll hurt him even more, but I know I'll never be able to be completely devoted to him because my heart already belongs to Alex.... Ahhhhh, I don't know what to do, I'm so confused, my head is pounding, PLEASE PLEASE help me!
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