Now You Realize =-bootz-=

It took you nine months to realize
What you had looking into your eyes
Who was there for you for thick and thin
Who held tight to your dreams and then
Then you decided that maybe
Life could be better than lately
And now I hold my head up high
I want you to know why

I hope you realize that
I'm never coming back
No matter how much you say
You liked it better that way
I hope you realize that
I always had your back
And now your jealousy
It don't get to me anymore

You faked the fact that you loved me
Faked the fact that you believed
Faked it and now you know why
I can't live in your eyes
Drowning in lies there were so many
Places that I could not get to
I had to let myself know
To get my dreams I had to let you go

I hope you realize that
I'm never coming back
No matter how much you say
You liked it better that way
I hope you realize that
I always had your back
And now your jealousy
It don't get to me anymore

I remember the way
We would walk through the rain
I remember the day
That your love turned to pain
I realized it's true
I still do care for you
And when you call my name
It ignites a little flame
But if I run to you
I wouldn't know what else to do
I'd only have myself to blame
When the hurt is still the same

I hope you realize that
I'm never coming back
No matter how much you say
You liked it better that way
I hope you realize that
I always had your back
And now your jealousy
It don't get to me anymore

Maybe you did love me true
But I couldn't take love from you
Maybe you really did care
But your heart was never there
Now you ask sad when I
Pass with someone through your eyes
I hope you truly see
The love that could not be

I hope you realize that
I'm never coming back
No matter how much you say
You liked it better that way
I hope you realize that
I always had your back
And now your jealousy
It don't get to me anymore

I hope you realize that
I'm never coming back
No matter how much you say
You liked it better that way
I hope you realize that
I always had your back
And now your jealousy
It don't get to me anymore

hey y'all. I got out of a pretty rough relationship with someone I cared deeply about who never showed me the affection back. There were highs and there were lows but I realized with the help of my friends who were there for me that it just couldn't be. So today when we were supposed to go out I went out with someone else and I saw the jealousy in their eyes but at the same time I knew they were still with the same person they were with when we were together and I decided I would just give up on it. I hope you enjoy this - it feels so great to just kind of let go of all this stuff like this huge burden is just gone. My best friend is coming back from out of town tomorrow and we're going to celebrate, I'm looking for love and this time in the right places. I love y'all and thankyou to everyone who was there to listen to me and help me through anything I am truly and eternally grateful.

Thankyou and Love Always,
=-bootz-= (the 15/m)

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