It hurts me to watch him popping pills, day and night, always looking for some way to get high. He changes, the more stoned he is, the less he is himself, I love him when he's him, but I hate who he becomes after a few bottles, he's not the man I fell in love with, and I don't know him, but it hurts me to see him do it, hurting himself, to get rid of his hurt, when he won't even talk to me about it, I miss him when he goes away, even when he's sitting by me, I miss him, and I wish he would find another way, to ease him pain, because the more he eases his pain, the greater my pain becomes, and the more I want him back, but I can't stop him or change him all I can do is love him and be there when he needs me.
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