IM NOT SORRY (by ocean goddess)

When the curtin closes all around,
The darkness falls with out one sound .
The blindes are broke so we cannot see,
We are lost in memories of how we use to be.
All I see now is everyone else and never me,
I wonder why you did this,
My tears are a sea.
Sure you were younger and I was a little old,
But I had fun with the stories we told.
Best friends up till late,
reading the stars like we might soon meet our fate
and the only fate I met was losing you,
it is like losing oxygen,
My face looks blue.
You ripped my heart out and tore it in two,
And I wonder now,
How was I ever friends with you ?
I was only back up and that I know,
Your memories are constant,
Like when the wind blows.
You haunt me in my sleep and you make me think of you all day,
Wishing I had some thing meaner to say.
I would rub it in your face and spit on you,
You I wanna hurt and make you feel sad,
So when you lose more friends you will think of what WE had.
And when you sleep at night I want you to be guilty,
I want you to cry and blame your self like I did .
I want you to say sorry and try to com back,
But I will never let you in,
Your as sharp as a tac.
You think your a brain and you know it all,
But you rubbed my skin pink until it was raw.
I don't know what I saw in you,
Or how I could think what we had was once true.
I won't miss the stars or our our dumb little game,
Because all it was, was just so lame.
Looking back I feel so stupid to ever be your friend ,
I hope you live with what you did untill the end.
I hope you realize that I was right,
I was right but you were wrong,
your pride can be forever...it can't last too long.
I am sorry that it turned out this way,
But most of all I hate how I am NOT sorry,
Not sorry at all.

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