Why do I even try? All I ever do is fall. Everyone is always ignoring me, And I don't really mind. But it's so hard when it's your best friend, And she chooses someone else over you. It's better to give up, just be all alone. It's better then getting hurt over and over again. I thought I had a best friend, then she just disposed me. I are nothing to her but trash. But I can't help but keep getting up. Hoping someone will love me for me. Hoping someone will need me like I need someone. But it isn't going to happen. No way, not ever. All I do is try. But it's just not good enough. Am I doomed to be lonely forever? Am I to be a little nobody, that no one wants. I am an obligation, that is all I am. It hurts deep down inside, like a dagger. I would give anything for her, but would she do the same? I guess not. So my question is... Why do I even try?
* I just wrote this. I had to get it all out, and I didn't have paper or a pen near me. So yeah. I think it's pretty self explanitory.
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