What do you do when you've been struggling w/ an X for over a year and a half? He has pursued me in every way possible, nice, ugly, emotionally raw, amazingly,,,,the guy has tried every trick in the book. I busily moved on w/ my life (as did he though not at my pace) We both got involved in other relationships, etc. But we have always come back to one another in most ways....we have talked about trying again many times and there have been lots of ups and downs along the way. There have been a lot of laughs, a lot of tears, a lot of ugly words and a lot of making up...families have been involved, children have been involved and it has been so dang crazy it's unbelievable......we talk about trying again, put the rest of our lives on hold, chicken out, stay away from each other, and then end up back at square one!!!! What do you do when this happens? Please someone tell me because I am physically, mentally and emotionally DRAINED....We have carried on w/ our lives, then talk yet again about getting back together but now we are both in committed relationships and that complicates things once again! How do you know when it's time to throw in the towel on everything else and just go back to each other? I'm scared on every side of the coin, yet I cannot control how I feel for him! I want him back yet I am scared to death to do so! What is the matter w/ me? Am I nuts? Can someone please tell me they understand what I am thinking and feeling? :) Thanks for any insight you can offer..... You can join Unsolved Mysteries and post your own mysteries or
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