how did I get lost (by emo love story)

I'm at the point in my life
my future seems, far out, of sight
as if I were blind
childhood was such a bore
everything seemed unfare, reserved, for the old
I wanted only to grow up
I remember homecoming night
everyone I knew was there we laughed all night
I wonder where they are now
I wonder if
my first love
even loved me that much
can't stop wondering
yesterday
I said good-bye
I left them all to live in spite
but I keep looking back
on how things were before
that's the funny thing about life
it passes us in a blink of the eye
and we keep looking back
until we find we're lost
I feel so out of place
and trapped where i am now
is it now too late
to get to how things were before
when everything seemed great
when I saw the world
as a place I'd like to live
to a time before innocents was lost
cause the luster quickly fades
not as bright as before
I see myself today
and I don't think it's real
the person that I see
is nothing like who I was before
I wonder what has changed
how did I get lost

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