My children have a purpose

I know I talk alot about guardian angels it seems, but I truly believe in them because I know my kids have them. They have to be here for a purpose after all they have been through. Their dad used to beat me pretty bad. Especially with my first one. I was 8 months pregnant and he busted my lip and kicked me in the stomach. He also did alot more than that to me. I can't believe I stayed with him, but it was by chance that I got pregnant with my twins. My first son was 1 and a half and he got vinegar in his eye. He ended up in the hospital with some kind of infection and had to be on I.V. antibiotics for about 7 days. By chance I had forgotten to take my birth control pill that whole time not thinking i would need it. I didn't hear from his dad the whole time our son was in the hospital. When my son got out his father decided to come back around and try to get a little if you know what I mean. I didn't want to, and he basically forced me. That's how I ended up pregnant with my twins shortly after I turned 21. I went through so much stress at that time. My son got chicken pox and I hadn't had them, so I got very sick. Then after I went through that (alone), the father decided to come back and keep stressing me out. I ended up with contractions 2 months early, but I didn't dialate at all and the doctor told me that I must have been "made to carry these twins." It saddens me that when I first found out I was pregnant I considered giving them up. I went through all kinds of depression. Then when I was four months along I discovered that one of my so called "friends" was also having his baby. Pregnancy is supposed to be a happy time, but for me it wasn't. But now my twins are almost 2 and I've left their dad alone. I feel so blessed to have them and I would die if anything happened to any one of my kids.

I know they have angels cuz I've seen them come so close to getting hurt. Just little things like just missing bumping their heads or something, but somehow they don't. I feel a higher power at work there. They must each have about 5 angels.

I feel so blessed. Just thought I'd share. --Juicy

I'm a better person cuz of my kids. I think before I act.

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