I feel sick all over from regret and don't know what I should do :o(

This past year at school I met this really great guy who I really liked to talk to at school and stuff. I was very amateur about the whole dating thing and how to tell if a guy likes you (I still am, but I was worse). Anyways, to make a long story short, we never went out at all and I haven’t seen him since the last day of school.

Now that it’s been a couple of weeks into the summer, I keep thinking of all the conversations we had and all the signs he gave me that he definitely liked me (mentioning that his bus goes by my bus stop and waving to me on his way by, mentioning one time that if he had his liscence that he would drive me home (because I had missed the bus), touching my shoulder while we were talking...the list goes on).

I don't have his phone number, email address, or his screenname, or anything like that and school ended so abruptly for me that I never gathered up enough courage by the last day of school to ask him for it. And I really liked him a lot!

Now I don't know what to do, whenever I think of himI feel happy at first to know that he liked me but seconds later I hate myself for what I didn't do and my head feels like it's going to explode and I get a stomach ache and everything.

I neeed some advice on what to do. I can't make up my mind whether or not to find a friend who knows his number and call him (or his screenname or email even) or just try really hard to forget about it. Or I have another option that I could ride my bike around my neighborhood try and find out which house is his or maybe see him outside and get to talk to him (I just don't have a lot of time to do this though).

-Agent Q-

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