Suicide *PunkStarChik*

Tears running down
Always to weep and frown
Crying to sleep each night
Not strong enough to be a knight
Wishing for the pain to disappear
And never again to reappear

If only when I took the sip of death
Would of took away my last breath
But something held me back
To get back onto my track
I tried and tried
To die of suicide
But they want me to stay
To live for another day
I can't take much more of this pain
I don't have any more strength to gain

Farewell my good friend
It's time for my life to end
I know that this is wrong
It's just that my faith isn't strong
You have always been grateful, you see
That's why you'll always be a part in me

Farewell my loving family
As my spirit slowly drifts me away
I know that I should talk this out
But I feel that there's nothing to talk about
Dear mom and dad I love you so
That's what I want you to always know
You'll always be in my heart
Now it's time for me to depart

As darkness now spreads around
I can no longer feel my feet on the ground
Feeling as light as a feather
Being in that cold, dark, lonesome weather
As my life starts to flow away
I begin to feel the pain starting to decay

I see my family with their cheeks so wet
All dressed in black and shook hands as others met
I see my friends holding on to each other
Shedding their tears to one another
Everything is so sharp and clear
Do they see my standing so near

Looking over to my left, I see a white coffin
Everyone gathers around for the funeral to begin
A priest stands up in front of them all
He begins to start the funeral
Seeing myself in that big white coffin
Knowing that I had died of depression
I know that my wish had come true
So why do I still feel so blue

Everything now is becoming a blur
I'm becoming to be a lot sadder
Darkness soon spreads around once more
As if I had been locked up inside of a door
Here I am again in the darkness of no where
All left alone for no one would care

Or that's what I had thought
Until they showed me their pain that they brought
I feel that I had made a great error
I am all alone again, but this time it's forever


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I've posted this before but changed it a bit. Hope that you like it.

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