Unsettled

I'm not the type of person who usually prays for no reason, but lately, I feel like I'm having a nervous break down and am often called to my knees...

Anyways, the other night I was babysitting for my sister-in-law and all of the kids were asleep. My ex-boyfriend, Danny, stopped by and we were watching T.v. All of the sudden, I got terribly antsi. I had the heebie jeebies and couldn't shake the feeling.

Finally, I told Danny I had to pray. "Why?" he asked. Well, I didn't know. I told him I felt like I was going to die I was so nervous, and it was true.

I fell to my knees, and prayed for about five minutes.. Basically, I told God I had no idea what was happening but to make it better.. I remember my words "someone somewhere who means something to me must need you."

Well, that was about 11 o'clock, and Danny and I watched a few more hours of T.v. before I kicked him out.

I work with a man who is like my mentor, and the next day I was telling him about the experience.. I told him I honestly felt like I was going to die and still couldn't shake the nervous feeling.. then I called my mom.

Turns out that my cousine (by marriage only) got a call that morning. Her boyfriend had been in a motorcycle wreck the night before. The wreck happened about half an hour before I finally said my prayer, and her boyfriend didn't survive it.

sorry this was so poorly written. I wonder if I would of prayed sooner if he might of lived.

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