Not Supposed to Hurt...................Sokie

Where is my happiness
That I thought was guarenteed
Why do I feel even less
Not deserving their soul to be freed
Do I not deserve true bliss?
Have I ever felt real love
Has it existed in every kiss
Or was I blinded by childish fantasies
Because I always thought
Tears weren't supposed to come
And break my heart over again
Where exactly is this pain from
When will it all heal over and mend
No more do I want to cry
Is this a cruel lesson to be learnt
Because today I wanted to die
I thought love wasn't supposed to hurt