How I Feel Today ~Spiritsof the Dead

its not secret, there are many things i dont
know what to do about. i want to die, but then
i want to live. i dont know if theres much to
say.

i wished i was somewhere else, but here to be
to. i want to be with you, but i know its going
to be a while. your silent, and it scares
me.

i dont want to lose you a second time, but
i know your staying distant. if your holding
a secret, a secret that might hurt me. its hurting
me not knowing. it'd make me feel better, if
you'd tell me.

i dont want to have to find out from someone else,
but if that is what you want, then tell the world.
i'd be the last one to find out, but it might be
the best way. please dont hold that secret if there is
one.

Spiritsof the Dead

This is dedicated to someone close, but distant

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