I am SO sick of this!

Ok, hey, it's me Katrina. I am just here to rant and rave about some stuff, since that is, partly of course, what this site is for right? ^_^ this place never fails to cheer me up when I am down. This time I need to make a post abuot it since it is that bad.

Ever since my spring break, things have been going wrong. First my dad gets badly injured by the oh so wonderful police system of Minnesota, which was not his fault, to tell the whole story in a short way, my dad and my mom were in a drunken fight (my mom was drunk my dad was sober) but anyway, my mother is somewhat crazy and she hit my dad, and he sorta pushed her away, and she called the cops and said he had hit her. The cops came over and said they had to take one of them, my dad said they should take him, am he was walking to the car and all the sudden some little cop guy started trying to spin him and my dad tried to say something and they started beating the heck out of him! so he had to get surgery.

then at school, I lost my friend Lizzy which I was glad for because she was really not a good friend to me. Then I lost my best friend Emily who decided she wanted to be friends with Lizzy whom she HATED more than anything, which I found real stupid. So today IO had no friends what so ever, and one I was talking to one girl and I brought up my older friend, before we lost touch, Brittney and the girl I was talking to, Nicole, was best friends with Erica who knew Brittney (confusing?) and said her forehead was big or something stupid like that, and she was across the room and I yelled across the room (not yell, just raised my voice a little so she could hear me, because our teacher doesn't like us leaving our seat).

This kid, Marquis, who I also dislike, just so suddenly assumed I was talking about his sister, whom I had no idea existed, upon the millions of other Brittanies in the world, which I knew a lot, and they both come up to me and the girl is like, why are you talking about me blah blah blah, and I told her I honestly wasn't, and she didn't believe me and she slammed my locker and closed it and I told her I didn't even know her and she goes 'yea thats whats so pitiful about it' and I could have killed her!! but I kept my temper in check, as she walked off and proceeded to go to my bus. It just seems like some people live on other peoples misfortune. I don't think I have a manageable enough temper for that school. I really want to leave but I can't

When I got home, I felt a little better but still! what a horrible day! I can't take my school anymore! I hate it, my dad always told me not to hate, but I honestly, sincerely hate it, and I really don't want to get in a fight. That is WAY below me. I had no reason to say ANYTHING about her and I wanted to break something, I am pretty sure one of them is going to say something about it tomorrow. How can I prevent something from happening and just resolve it without doing anything bad, and how can I start making my life go better? any advice? (sympathy is also appreciated) but advice would REALLY help. Thanks guys, in advance, and thanks for reading.

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