In need of advice *Skylar*

Some must be thinking "here she goes again" cause I've asked advice about this guy before and was told to drop him, you can check previous stories if you would like. Long story short, girl meets great guy with three big flaws, lives 45 minutes away, has a crappy car and crappy phone line. For months we managed to talk over the internet or the phone and he kept reconnecting and calling me back due to the crappy phone line. So far we have seen each other in person 3 times in 10 months, (8 since we decided to "date"). Still, our feelings have gone unchanged, we would have periods where we couldn't communicate for days which did not affect our feelings but a little over two weeks ago we decided we were gonna hang out on Spring Break, so the break passed and nothing, for a period I even got a message when I called saying the number was temporarily dissabled.

Right now I dunno if I should be mad, let go or be worried. To be honest I'm really worried. And you see I have a car, a good one which I just got, until a while ago I was what people call a pedestrian,hehe, and I was supposed to maybe drop by and see him sometime and last time we talked he was like how come I had not visited him yet. The thing is I really wanna go see him and on the other hand I have everyone saying that he's the guy and should make more of an effort to see me, then again, it's the new millenium right? And we have only seen each other 3 times but those 3 times he came to see me. Funny thing is that today there was this exposition going on at my university, with class projects and such and this girl calls me to her booth, and it ended up being about his hometown and she gave me this book with info about the town, something I could almost take as a sign. So what do you think, should I risk making a fool of myself and go?

Sorry for the long post.

Love; Skylar

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