:*( AHH i'm soo confused *More on Justin and me* what to do? Someone, anyone, any advice Please!

Ok *big breath* ok most of ya know how i was suppose to call Justin today to find out if we were gonna do something tonight and talk about "us". so hereis wut happened, first. well i called him today and no answer all day then at 8 i called and bill said he wasn't home..so i gave up then and there well then i went out to work to get a movie and while i was there he showed up..he has a friend with him his friend is from brighton..he is down to help him cut down trees this week..he didn't mention tonight to me...i did catch himand his friend looking at me tho..and when they left he smiled and i asked him if he forgot something and he goes no why and i said nevermind cuz his friend was there..dani swears up and down that he likes me but i dunno..he said he is intersted..he told me to my face..maybe im making a big deal out of nothing. When i was at work, I was just standing there talking to dani and bonni and I just happened to see a truck pull in and i caught the name on the truck and my heart flipped out. It started pounding so hard i thought i was gonna faint, my hands were shaking, my mouth went dry couldn't catch my breath. Ok i have liked guys before but my body has NEVER done something like that before. It's not the first time it has done this with him either. I can understand him not doing anything with me cuz his friend was down, i'd prolly do the same thing, but im so dang nabbit confused. And since i've been hurt before my mind thinks negative thoughts, which then breaks my heart, which then leads me to cry..when he hasn't even done anything yet to do that. I know negative thoughts aren't good, but im always scared he will do the same thing the others did, but i Honestly do NOT think he is like the others. I believe that with my whole heart. Am i just looking into it more or is there something there and im just over looking it? Maybe if i knew he was still interested I'd feel better..can a guy change his mind that fast tho? I mean last week he was interested, very interested by the look in his eyes..and then this week not be? And my friend dani said that she can tell he likes me becuz when this one girl, who hardly wears any clothes, comes in he doesn't even glance at her..and when he is waiting on her he looks at her face and no where else..and he will always look over at me instead of her. And then i foudn out that there was a girl that came into work tonight wanting to know where the "hot guy" was. i have no clue what that has to do with anything.lol but yes before anyone asks me, Yes i trust him..i trust him with my whole heart. ok now that i wrot e abook, anyone got any advice at all? Thanks everyone Dolphin Princess LOve ya's

Ok i know i just posted this not to long ago, but i got an update..I was sitting here thinking..and Ive been a fool. The answer has been right in front of me. The night me and him talked about "us" i could see the feelings in his eyes..and some other lil things so i guess i don't need any advice lol I just needed to look at wut was in front of me...sorry for bothering ya's. :) But thanks for whatever you happen to say..:) Love ya's

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