"the end..." ...Smooth Criminal

so, you're gone

it's something that my mind's

been set on

for the last couple of days

i've been trying to think of ways

that it could've been handled better

but you know what?

i can't think of any

how many others way could it've been handled?

there are plenty

but i'd have chose none other

then the option that played out

because i have NO doubt

that i'm glad that you're not there anymore

the only thing i wonder now is: for

what reason did it take me so long to do it?

i finally got to a point where my mind said "lose it"

and i threw off the gloves

and shoved aside that so-called love,

which i knew wasn't real by the way,

it's just like the rest of you... fake.

"it's only a tragedy

when bad things happen to me,

look at the fake tears running down my cheek.

look at me, i'm fragile and weak

and can't stand up for myself

i need your help"

it was all such a load of load of lies and mistruths

and i'm SO glad to finally have gotten rid of you

sure it may have been harsh, maybe a little too agressive

but i was so sick of hearing about YOURS "stresses"

and YOUR "problems"

but being shoved aside

when it came time

to hear about the things going on in my life

so i'm going to let it be known, clear and well

that i hope you DIE knowing that you brought

this upon yourself

and no one,

and i mean no one,

HELPED

you do it...

so cry as you wish

feel betrayed if you must

but it feels awesome to finally

have found the guts to bust

free from that crap

that was sorrounding me

and it feels great

to cut the rope to one of the anchors

giving all the excess weight

and keeping me down...

so this is the end.




...Smooth Criminal

*Dedicated to the people who the put the frustrations there in the first place*

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