Ok,I'll try and make this kind of short. I'm 19 years old. I had my first kiss last year when I was 18. The guy that kissed me was older. He was 30. Well,anyway,it was a really good first kiss. But,all the guy and I ever were was friends. Well,lately,I think we're falling for each other.. I haven't kissed him since then. He's tried to kiss me a few times and I don't kiss him back. I feel so embarressed about that. Is there something wrong with that or me? I'm not really afraid to kiss him. But,as a girl I'm afraid to pretty much do anything with him because I'm afraid of getting hurt in the end. I really don't want my heart broken. Well,actually without us doing anything I'm already in love. But,I feel like kissing might make us feel weird. I don't really know how to put all of this in words. But,ok,maybe I'm a little afraid to kiss him. Is there something wrong with me? Or,maybe I could be a little afraid of something actually happening. He said he didn't want to get to close to me right now because then I'll want to be with him and he'll want to be with me all the time. And,right now all he wants to focus on is his carreer. So,can anyone help me out? Maybe I'm just weird for not kissing him. I really care about this guy alot. Since,I don't kiss him to show my feelings are there any other ways to show my feelings? I really don't want to hurt his feelings by not kissing him and sometimes that's what he really wants. And,I move or back away. But,we do other stuff like cuddle and all. But,he wants more. So,what should I do? Or,should I just break down and kiss him until his lips fall off one day? lol Can anyone help me? You can join Unsolved Mysteries and post your own mysteries or
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