any and all answers appreciated!

ok, my name is tina (8-21-86) and i was born in pennsylvania, but now i live in montana. for a long time i've had the feeling one of my guy friends, named simeon, is my soul-mate. he lives in massachusets and his b-day is 11-9-84, i believe. for some reason i feel like i can connect with him better then anyone i've ever met, and i feel like we're meant to be together in some way. i know i'm only 16 and i shouldn't be worrying about all this stuff, but the feelings are there...and it's hard not to pick up all the little signs that make me consider this...force, i guess.(can't think of the right word) also, i've had a serious dream of becoming an actress in movies. but i feel like everything is against me, and it's not what i should be doing with my life. i have no idea what i'm gonna do if i don't become an actress...there's nothing else that intrests me, and yet i feel like i should be doing something else. i only have a year left in high school. anybody have any ideas? im open to everything! thank you so much in advance. ~*sk8er baby*~ ps...sorry to be bothersome, but will my sk8boarding ever improve? i mean, will i get out of my rut soon? i was j/w...you don't have to answer that.