ugh im so mad!!

well there is this girl that hangs out with me and my friends, ashley, and she is so annoying. well the first thing we really didnt like her for was she tried to break up one of our other friends and her boyfriend. she didnt succeed in doing that and there still together. but i think now she is trying to break up me and my boyfriend, brian. well what she did is there is this new guy at our school, matt, and he is in my english class which was the class right after lunch which is when i met him. i then talked to him during that class but she didnt know that. well that night he called me (i gave him my number during english class) saying that his house down where he usted to live got robbed (they still owned the house) and then we talked on the phone for a lil while. well the next morning i got to school and it was just like me to have a detention that morning so i went up to the only person that was there at the time and that happened to be the girl ashley and i told her if she saw brian or matt to say hi and that im in detention. so then i got through the rest of the day and then i was talking to one of my best friends on the bus and was saying that i kinda wanted to break up with brian and at that point i didnt know what ashley said and then my friend told me that she said that. well then i got really mad and i got off the bus and was talkin to my other best friend and she was ready to get mad at me if i was gunna do that and i told her i never was gunna do that. but now im freaking out because i wanted to break up with my boyfriend and now hes gunna think its because of another guy and its not and im so mad. so my question is what should i do cuz i would like to break up with him but i dont want to make it seem like its cuz of another guy and i dont want to lie to brian and how should i deal with ashley cuz i dont really want to start a fight but i might talk to her in a yelling manner haha lol and if i do break up with him my friends suggest to do it before the end of the week so what do all of you think i should do cuz i dont know! help please! im sorry if its long or confusing but i really needed to get this all out.

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