In this accepted darkness
Through the spirals of suicide and depression
With blood in my mouth, on my wrists
With ebony, venomous demons in my head
And a cynical mind
Deep intellectual...
Emotional gashes dripping, apathetically
Head bobbing in pools
Unearthly pools filled to the brim
With the sins, the doubts and shame
Wandering down my path
Still overgrown, yet barren
Unpopulated with compassion
Overpopulated with enemies
Breathing not oxygen; hate and chaos
Reaching out to clasp my arm
Reaching out to shatter my soul
Wandering, again
Alone in my own self-pity
Crashing into indistinguishable forms
First rays of dawn
First light to strike my skin
Ages had passed, in solitude
Now my light glitters in my eyes
Plays across complexion, fingers
Down my arms, holding me tightly
Gently gracing my face
With a light, warm caress
Simple, yet ethereal touch
Beautiful eyes in my darkest place
Now
Lushly peopled by warmth and love
Unpopulated with ignorant loathing
Until...
Ah, but again!
:) i had a lot of wonderful people influence me in writing this poem and my depression seems to be slowly subsiding so YAY me! there is a lot of repetition, especially in the first word of some lines, so let me know if you think it's too much or excessively gaudy. oh! also, this is ironically enough the title i chose for an art piece i created that won an award on a state-wide level...the first art contest i've ever entered! this is so wonderful!! okay, lol i just had to share that with someone. later all **me**
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