I wonder why

i always felt i was at deaths door
till i saw you on the shore
swinging painfully in the air
moonlight glinting off your chair
i felt born again
like there was no sin
but sadly the door has come
now its time to knock cuz i want some
i wake in the morning bleeding
i wake in the night bleeding
i feel like i lost the fight
and yet you havent been out my sight
my bodies givin up on me
but none of this you can see
maybe its giving up on love
a love that once was a steel glove
but now seems a flimsy shield
for all my pain in the field
givin up cuz it dont want a broken heart
just gave up the race without a start
i cant deal with infedelity
it just drives me to insanity
im yours as ill always be
but it seems that you lied to me
youre not mine anymore
i dont think you were mine before
maybe itd work in the sunny stae
but now ive got to much on my plate
i hope you see and remember
my heart as its dimembered
is everything you say a lie
if so i want it over with let me die
its getting hard to breathe
and my heart starts to seethe
my bodsy is full of aches
im to young to fill fifty
i havent even grasped twenty
i guess im going to die
so i sit here and wonder why
why suddenly all you said is a lie
why my love sant make you happy
why this has to end sadly
why my love drives me to th eground
with my last breathi speak these words as my heart stops in my breast whether im seventeen or a hundred and twenty they will still be the same
I LOVE YOU FAWNNE!

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