God I am soo mad, my mom will not let me go anywhere this weekend. It sux too because I have a 4 day weekend(my school don't go on Fridays). She's so afraid someone will rape me or I wil get hurt and she won't be in the country to give permission to the Dr.s to do anything. And I hate it because she thinks my friends parents don't watch her because they actually let her go out and hang out with her friends when she wants to. She always does this to me, whenever I am happy and having fun she ruins it because her life sux so she acts like mine has to too. And she uses that excuse too. She says I shouldn't be able to go anywhere because she doesn't. But like I tell her she can go places she just chooses not to. And it's so frusterating because I am almost 18 (in 11 days :D)and can't even do ANYTHING. She doesn't trust me because she thinks I have bad judgement. If I did I would either be dead or have been raped already. And the sad thing is I have been molested and by my brothers while my mom was in the next room. So obviously she can't protect me from that although she try's. And I've told her if anything is going to happen to me like that it will no matter where I am. And she don't understand it. And I try to explain to her with out telling her about my brothers, but it's hard. I hate that she treats me like I am 5. and you know I do liek that she try's to protect me and all, but it gets rediculis(sp?) when I can't even have a life because of it. Well I'm gonna go before I start cussing. It's so hard not to when I am this mad.
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