My Generation--------------Guy

You know I have come to a very strange realization. I'm conservative. I don't follow the rules society claims as being right, I follow divine rules, and that makes me feel great. Since I first started school I have realized I was strange, but I have always enjoyed it, and for the first time I know why. I don't do what the average teen would do. The average teens life revolves around doing things they want to do and that is it. They wake up every morning and trot off to school, complaing non-stop. They do only what is need to make it seem as if they are learning for the rest of the time they just socialize. Then school is out, they go home and do nothing, sleep, or maybe party. I feel as if I am acting way to mature for my age, but I can't stop I would feel bad if I did, every morning I wak up with a purpose, a meaning in my life. I go to school sometimes I do complain I wont lie, but when I am there I learn and I apply my knowledge, I know politics, I know literature, I know foreign laguages and even a little math, and as often as I can spare I am striving for my goal to become a writter. I have friends a lot of them but I'm not the social I havn't wanted to be since 6th grade. I know in deep recesses of mind that my dream will never happen, but life is too harsh to go without dreams or in that matter even nightmares. I know its stupid, these things I say, but when I look around and only see like two other people age doing what I do, it makes me hang my head in shame about my generation, we're taking you, the work force and leaders and elders today down with us tomorrow. Like I said I wake every morning with a purpose, and I always will, but that dosn't mean I can change everyone, it simply means that I control what is to happen to me, or atleast show God that I want to do good. Yes I know I come off only as a simple child rambling about his frustrations but I just don't think I'm that abnormal, I don't think I'm mature, I hold the fate of you all, I think I act accordingly, it is everyone else that freaks me out.

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