MOM, I AM SORRY

Mom I am sorry
for treating you so bad,
It's hard to accept you love me,
When you make me mad.
When you keep on pushing me,
All I feel is pain,
I'm so use to you being different,
Sheltering me from the rain.

I am getting older,
I know you do your best,
It's hard to be both parents,
without getting any rest.
I don't understand you,
I don't understand myself,
It's so scarey to grow up,
Putting child years
on the shelf.

I have to make decisions now,
and I'm not ready for it yet,
But you've been planning all my life,
I don't want you upset.
We have different dreams,
I'm scared of my first steps,
It hurts to let you down,
I don't wanna be something you'll regret.

Mom I am sorry
for talking back to you,
I don't know why I do it,
Just in a moment it comes through.
I'm trying to speak my mind,I guess,
Trying to tell you about me,
You think you know me like a book,
but I'm so different, can't you see?

I have different needs, different wants,
and different hurts,
I cry over real pain now,
not knee scrapes filled with dirt.
I defiently need your guidance,
but not in a bossy way,
If you hollar at me,
I know I'll get mad,
you'll just push me away.

Mom, I am sorry,
I'm not telling you what to do,
I just wanted to apologize,
For being mean to you.

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