I acted like that, not its so hard to turn back

I used to be sort of a tomboy and have a lot of boy (space) friends and we would play games and sports. I would always read game magazines and play basketball with my brother. I was the smartest in my class, too. I was a role model too. All the girls in my class admired how I didn't care what other people thought of me and just go out in public my way. But then I turned from game magazines....to teen magazines. And next thing you know I never play sports with the boys anymore. In fact, people say I'm always boy crazy! And I act all ditzy now. I can't stop too! I only realize i acted ditzy after I do it. I told the people at my table after one of them asked us for help on homework and i said, "oooh ask me im the smartest in the table." and no one belived me! I tell people I'm in love with games and they still won't believe me in that. I used to HATE wearin pink and the color pink but now its like my favorite color and not blue. I never hang out with my brother anymore, instead, i hang out with my older sisters so I kind of miss him even though he doesn't show it that he misses me. (he tought me volleyball before and recently bought me a bday present!!) I used to haaate gossiping and thought it as mean but now I do it all the time! :( I'm practically acting like a beverely hill's girl. How can I turn back to little role model me? It's so hard! :(

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