Date: 10/29/2002 7:03:00 PM
From Authorid: 18887
Ilona this has been rather hard on all of us. and im really trying to hold on, i know i have all the friends in the world, but i feel so empty for some reason. i wish this was just a false thing, and i could wake up in the morning, and find her sleeping peacefully, and alive...but i know tomorrow its just another day of emptiness...i just dont know what to say anymore, i dont know if i have that spark that i had when she was alive, and happy. i know she was in a lot of pain, but its just doesnt seem like she wanted to die. i loved and love her from this day on...i know her family will have it the hardest, but i feel like we bonded a lot. this is a wonderful poem/song God Bless You |