Down Inside Of Me

Look me in the face
See the tears of defeat
Look me in the face
See what I gave you

Look me in the face
See the tears of defeat
Look me in the face
See what I gave you

Am I am aspiring poet
Or another broken case
On the verge of suicide?
I don't know what is what
I don't know who is who
Why do I live this way?

Sometimes I think that the
Anger gets the better half of
Me within my silo of closed
Walls I can see why you left
Through the time and into
Eternity I think that I can
Rescue myself from the
Demeaning flesh of the unknown

Within my walls I feel the
Crumbling of fate as I
Look away it seems to me
That I can live and go on
Yet time after time I want
This to stay as I reach
Out I struggle to know
That you got to me and
That you won't do this
Again now I understand
Why you told me

Look me in the face
See the tears of defeat
Look me in the face
See what I gave you

Now I can kinda see the fear
Behind our eyes and I can
Feel the breath on your lips
I sucumb to the unnatural and
Scare myself I can't take all
Of this pressure but then again
I can't force myself to live
Like you do

You look down upon me and
See the way that I hold my
Pain inside I'll never let it
Escape and I'll let you inside
But you won't come in it's
A world full of dark desires
Outside and maybe that's why
I won't go

You can tear me down and
You can push me away but
That won't kill me just yet
You'll have to try harder
You'll have to learn to live with
The pain can you feel the
Reminice in my voice or do I
Need to be louder for you?

I'm not an open book
And I can't hide my pride
But you sought a way to crawl in

Look me in the face
See the tears of defeat
Look me in the face
See what I gave you

Am I an aspiring poet
Or another broken case
On the verge of suicide?
I don't know what is what
I don't know who is who
Why do I live this way?

Look me in the face
See the tears of defeat
Look me in the face
See what I gave you