Poisoned

Somehow I felt that this
Wouldn't end seems to me
That I could live forever
In the pain of loosing you
Over and over again I
Looked through what we
Had

The shambles of life ruined
Over again blood running
Down my hands I see it
Everyday where was the
Skin of the shameless?

Through the poison of death
I will avenge myself of
The grief they have caused me
Where I am now is for
You your lives lost somewhere
Into eternity I strive for
Shadows to befall me

Open arms in the wings grace
Fear once was now forever
Gone hatred for theose that
Deny you your life

How many times have I cried?
Will it ease my pain?
Do you think that I can go on?

Darkness has fallen over me
The pain and sorrow runs
Through my blood I look
Away

The source of the pain inside me
Is the source of the love in you
I look through the past through
The present Into the future
Backwards time travels by
Slowly blood runs into my
Vision it once again covers
My hands your body is
Present in my arms I'll
Never let go

Coruption power flows through
Me and the poison is me
Is what controls my outcome
In this battle your love has
Poisoned me sweetness into
Your love I want to be
Locked in your arms forever

Pain and hatred now the pieces
Seem to fit Our progression seems
To be going backwards towards
The dawn of humanity

Poison leaks into the skin
Look back through the past
Forgive me for the future
That I hold never again
Will I look down upon
The shameless where am
I now?

The poison settles in and
Through the haze I see
Clouds raining on my head
Density sinks in like a
Vampires teeth sucking
The blood right out of
Me

Look into me just what
Do you see?
Is it the pain of a
Million lies?
Or is it the hatred
Brewed from the love?

I never had what you
Had and the pain will
Always be there so
Look deep inside and
Covet all that you see
Cause never again will
You see it

You think that you can
Get through to me?
Not a chance seems to
Me that all this pain
Has turned into anger
Now look at me on
The verge kill again

Look me through so
Now what?
Is the pain that visually
Inclined?
Do you like me now?

The anger resides in me
And for this you think
You can just control
Me forget that look away
Look into the past look
At what we had

Now you have a new
Theory you think that it's
The booze, the weed, the drugs
Nah you're wrong you ain't
Seen nothin' yet you ain't
Seen the way things were
When she was alive so
Just forget your theories
And ask me what's goin' on?

Now that the poisons gone
To my head you think its
Fun to take advantage of
The situation ask me to
Go there and to do
That no way I'm out
Can't even think of
Life now that her's is
Gone

Poisoned funny how that's
The way it always ends
Looking me in the eye
Trying to get through but
You have to go through the
Barriers so now it's just
The poison

Poisoned funny how that's
The way it always ends