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Things? Pills? What else but Depression

  Author:  23731  Category:(Depression) Created:(9/12/2002 4:55:00 PM)
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you know depression has run my life for as long as i can remember. i became obsessive with taking pills, it started out as just a few at a time and now things are just out of control. i cant live without them. them being aleve, tylenol, and other over the counter meds. at one point i was taking 24-50 at a time and the mini OD'S are killers they go through my body i hate doing it i hate hurting the people i love. i know that its bad very bad for my body but my body cant live without it now i dont take them i start shaking like crazy, i do take them and my stomach hurts. maybe i like to put myself through pain and thats why i do it. thats why i cut myself. or bang my head on a wall till i have a splitting headache. or why i dont do anything for the major pain i have in my back, neck, knees and ankles. no one knows whats wrong but the pain is always there. the pain never leaves. the depression that ive been in for almost 10 years now comes and gos. i can never leave it behind. its here right now sad hurt and wanting to hurt myself, but i try not to. i really do. i dont want to hurt my love panditha, but sometimes i cant help it it just happens i get in a daze i lose track of time. yeah i get help from therapists and anti-depressants but than i become immune to them three months after starting them and just when they start working. so im always changing meds nothing stays the same for very long. and i have this depression i hate it with a passion. and i try my hardest to not feel this way, to get out of the house to work to visit my horse to try not and focus on the bad stuff and the depression thats within. well i dont know i guess i am just rambling on and on. sorry

Amy

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Date: 9/12/2002 4:59:00 PM  From Authorid: 53427    You are lucky to be alive taking that much medication. I really feel for you. Not sure what kind of advice I could give since you've already sought help. I just wish you luck and I hope you can overcome this.  
Date: 9/12/2002 5:04:00 PM  From Authorid: 55297    u go for the gold babe! ~~*heaven*~~  
Date: 9/12/2002 5:30:00 PM  From Authorid: 54878    try taking Pantothenic Acid -- it is a B vitamin, which has dinomite results for curbing depression. i have had people tell me that that "Little Pill" saved my life. sb12  
Date: 9/12/2002 5:31:00 PM  From Authorid: 57158    I have the exact same problem. Just last night i was overdosing on excederin (sp), i think that's what it was. That made my whole body go completely numb. I'm just like you so to speak, tho the only difference is i punch the wall.. and end up shattering my knuckles... but everything else.. like cutting and such.. yea.. i do all that. I've been in my depression for about 7 years now. With the pills, you've made it an essential for your body, it's a must have.. cuz you've gotten addicted to it.. believe me... i know. As for anti depressants and therapy, i'm alone in my depression, nobody believes i have a problem.. so feel lucky you're getting medication for it. I can't think of anything else to say.. but message me if you wanna talk. ~*Dangerously Tempted*~  
Date: 9/12/2002 5:31:00 PM  From Authorid: 28848    Hun you are really hurting yourself by taking the meds like that. Taking that amount is surely destroying your liver. You have to stop this or you're going to end up in a lot worse of a situation than being depressed. Imagine being depressed and being sick in the hospital too. Are you parents aware that you do this? If so then I'm sure that they try to keep the meds away from you....right? Maybe there is a different medicine that a doctor can safely give you to stop this addiction. You should ask a doctor about it. I hope that you can get some help and feel better.  
Date: 9/12/2002 5:39:00 PM  From Authorid: 49091    Aww hun. I am soooo sorry! Please don't hurt yourself hun!  
Date: 9/12/2002 6:04:00 PM  From Authorid: 20956    this might sound like REALLY stupid advice, but try exercising daily (start your day off with it if you can) and you'll be suprised how much it alters your mood. Exercise gets endorphines flowing through your brain, which are 'feel good' hormones kinda things. Not only will you feel better emotionally/mentally, but you'll look great too physically!! Try it, and best of luck   
Date: 9/12/2002 6:12:00 PM  ( From Author ) From Authorid: 23731    thank you all for your comments. i am in counseling and have a really good therapist and i go to a group called DBT. i also do exsrcise frequently.  
Date: 9/18/2002 4:53:00 PM  From Authorid: 27161    Dear Tiger Lilly, honey I know you dont want to do this, or want to hurt me, but im not angry at you at all i know its not your fault it hurt you so much, and put you throguh this, and increased your pain sugar pie, if there was only way i could b there just to hold you whne you start to shake just to hold you in my arms and kiss your sweetpea, if you ever feel like takng this much, please try and call me, ask ma or pa, then i can hear your sweet angelic voice, and i will get your mind off ofit, its all you need pretty flower,just to get your mind off of it, i thgoht of doing the same withj the inhalents cause of my depression, but baby, just call me cause i want to hear your sweet vocie babe more than ever and becaue its the closest i can get to you for now

WITH ALL my love my soul and my heart
Panditha *Damian*
  

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