How God Found Me and How I Found Myself!!!!....Freaq

I am so happy that I am in tears! I want the world to know how good it feels to get close to God! But of course I can't give it to you, you have to find glory on your own.

I was on the yahoo chat. I was looking for a karaoke voice room when I stumbled upon one with few people in it and I thought maybe it would be easier and faster to sing for these people. Well I walked in on a rude bunch. They were talking about things I wont even repeat. I just started typing things and it was really weird, because it was like I couldn't control my fingers. I began to ask people why they live the way they do and why they put these things before the Lord. They all started making fun of me and I was confused. I then typed 'I am leaving this room you are all disrespecting yourselves, me, and thy Lord.' Then I just left. It was like WOAH!

I went to the bathroom and ran a tub full of hot water. After I had shed my clothes, my mind went blank. I knealed at the toilet seat in the nude. I bowed my head and asked the Father for forgiveness and asked him to help me live a better life. I talked with him about being more respectful to my parents and asked desperately for Him to help me stop cursing. I then just started talking really fast about thoughts I had and things. I told him I wanted to be a bette person and I wanted to be happy. This feeling that I got was so extrordinary. It was unexplainable like being saved and found all over again. Tears streamed down my face as I cried like a baby. I told him I needed to grow up and be more responsible and I felt that he agreed.

I won't lie, I have doubted God even after being saved because I got lost in the world of hatred. I became depressed hateful and lonely. Now my heart is filled with joy all because of a little talk with Jesus. I felt so much better. I cry as I right this and for once it isn't tears of hatred or sorrow but tears of happiness. I cannot wait to show my mom and dad how much of a better person I am. I have had this happy person hidden deep inside of me all along and never uncovered the real me. The other night my boyfriend asked me a question. To most people it would be a simple question. To me it was confusing and much of a challenge. He asked me WHO I WAS. I couldn't answer him and grew quiet. I will tell you now who I am. I am a happy teenager with loving parents and a loving brother and I am so lucky and I take alot for granted. Thank you for reading my story and thank you for your time. GOD BLESS YOU ALL!!!!!

I went from depressed without a care now I am happy and care about EVERYTHING.

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