cutting pain-may

I'm just gonna stop saying what i feel
no one ever believes that it's real
the pain rips into my skin
but it feels so right in the end
angry words fly like poetry
for one second it makes sence to me
This moment that i need
why don't you really look at me
while I take a deep look at you
because every one thinks their hearbreaking story is true
The pain breaks and it all goes numb
another night ended, when the mourning has begun
your life will go on for one more tradgedy
but I'll forever fall deeper, trapped here inside me
-may